Thursday, October 21, 2010

Life Ahead...A mystery in the making...

427 days….

Over one year and two months…

A lot can happen over such a period…. Governments might have changed, scandals and controversies might have broken out, championships won etc… Heck, even Commonwealth Games got over after all the hue and cry about everything related to it…

It’s been 427 days at my first job….and well, I’ve just resigned….


Life ahead is sure a big "?" as of now…


Yet no regrets on giving up my job... coz the time I spent here made
me realize that I wasn't meant 4 this. Don’t wanna work under any1. "My
lyf My Ways" n dat's exactly what I intent to do to.



I did not have the fire to get up early in morning and head to office
and work my ass off. But I still went ahead and even worked late nights and
Sundays on many an occasion missing out on a lot with my friends. Even then I
felt nothing special about my job. Thought I’m just being lazy and really
wanted to change my attitude. But soon I realized it was not my laziness dats stopping
me but my lack of interest in wat I was doing.


At times I do think what would have had happened if I did not my BTech
in Computer Science. I wanted to do MSc in Photonics.
(Although I do wonder if it was my interest in optics or my interest in the teacher who taught me :P)


But still have no regrets. "Never regret. If it's good, it's

wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience."


Now I wanna do my MS from UK!! At times I wonder why? Coz even after
that I feel I'll not be satisfied!


All I know is that I wanna be successful and rich on my own… But how
is a different story...an Unsolved Crime mystery, you may say…


People around me are giving me advices and suggestions as to what I should
do… But then at the end of the day, it’s my life…so the decision will only be
mine!!!


As of now, I’m simply a confused soul like many of you. Plenty of
options in front of me yet why do I find it so hard to decide?
At times the power to choose is the problem. Don’t you think?

Anyway, I don’t even know if this makes worth a blog post but I here I
am writing away….

I’m being optimistic but no high hopes as of now…Oh wait! Actually, I do. I have set a goal in lyf!! Might sound really funny but here it is


"I want to have controlling rights of 2 companies INFOSYS n HP"

:) Dream Big, Achieve Big, rite?

Insha Allah I will someday!!


Well, for now I will b here in this office till the 30th of dis
month. Wanna take a long break n relax but ... Head out travelling if possible.
Well only if some1 would pay me to travel ;)


Dat's it 4 now :)


Dunno how long I'll continue blogging coz dat's
me! I might just end up figuring that even this is not my cup of tea :)

7 comments:

  1. Great!...good start, i think it is better 4 u 2 leave SBL, because you deserve more...best of luck

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  2. hmmm... nice way to strt blogging... lykd ur "Chat Slang Writing"... Cheers for more likes of this!!!

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  3. AWESOME!!....was the teacher tht hot?!?!:P

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